Monday, November 9, 2009
Morning, in train, alot year ones. Damn irritating. Received Wenqi's sms also and I was appalled by how low can people go. Damn all the lonely men who thinks money can buy everything. Fuck you okay, may your daughter go be one next time.
Reached school pretty early. But change team. Wth.. My previous team damn good, now like this. So in result, I didnt talk for the whole day other than during presentation. C liao, C.
Didnt partial also despite heavy temptations. Oh well.
Met Ruoyi. And guess what.
SHE'S SO HIGH LA ZOMG ITS LIKE EDWARD POSSESSED HER OR WHAT. SHE WAS LIKE TALKING ABOUT EDWARD UNTIL SHE WENT BREATHLESS HAHAHAHA!
Anyway we went mac for dinner. No Ajisen already, sian. Went to get the sweet and sour sauce and SERIOUSLY it was horrible, I dont know what am I tasting. It's like sour plums mixed with vinegar. Yeah you can kind of imagine the horror.
Next, went up to Starbucks to login. HAHAHAHA still she's super high. HIGH UNTIL CRASH LUH. Cannot too high if not the side effect v jia lat one. Yeah yeah I hear your -kaching- and so on.. Yes yes Im hearing your Edward talks..
5pm to 8pm Edward Edward Edward Edward Edward Edward Edward Edward Edward Edward Edward Edward Edward Edward Edward Edward Edward Edward Edward Edward Edward Edward Edward Edward Edward Edward Edward Edward Edward Edward Edward Edward Edward Edward Edward Edward Edward Edward Edward Edward Edward Edward Edward Edward Edward Edward Edward Edward Edward Edward Edward Edward Edward Edward Edward Edward Edward Edward Edward Edward Edward Edward Edward Edward.
So you can kind of imagine how high she was.
I remember this one, damn classic.
"Edward 很爱 Bella, but Edward 更爱我." - Ruoyi
YES YES YES THIS IS THE BOMB!
Sidetracking, I got the MTV EMA gold trophy, guesses are accurate huh. Those winners are my favourites. Okay back on track.
Tomorrow's stats and change team and I really pray I could get a good one. The current one, Im not learning. Oh well.
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Just now, B called me again.
Seriously, what the heck he want. So I didnt pick up. Missed call luh. Then I called back again. He tell me he never call me. Like wtf. He sounded harsh also, further stating his stand that "HE DID NOT CALL ME". What the.. Then I pek cek already.
Told him okay LOR nothing LIAO I'm hanging up BYEBYE. Okay, then he said long time no chat etc etc. Uhh. So talk about my course again, what my dad work as, etc etc random stuffs.
And how he tried to add A back on his new mail, text/call her without avail. Oh well. Bad for him in this case. Then his phone no bat. Cut off halfway. So i turned off my phone. Talked awhile on MSN, on back again. Jitao call back. Okay.
Picked up, continue talk random. Idk what he saying, he also dont know what I saying. Then I said nvm. He said meet up talk, thursday at cwp? Then I said no, he said I never give face. Like seriously la wtf. I keep ask him what he want, he never tell me.
So I told him very busy, got exam. I didnt lie okay, UT really coming. Oh well, told him I'll give him a date soon, but I guess I'll never will. I cant. No.
Friend said he just want someone to talk to, and he's weird. Either playing with me, or just seeking attention.
I really got no clue, no idea at all what he's thinking. Is he like, trying to hang me there? Whatever it is, I think he's playing me like a damn toy. Oh well. The person who likes another person tends to be at the disadvantage everytime.
I don't wanna think about it already. It made me feel so stupid everytime and its like a master feeding the dog occasionally and expects the dog to be loyal. Okay I not dog, but it's a vague description.
Be determined. Don't be stupid already Peishi.
HAHAHAHA I MUST WAKE UP.
YYY
p is for peishi。
10:34 PM
Sunday, November 8, 2009
Sweet stuffs are full of benefits:
1. Keeps you entertained. [chew chew chew]
2. Gives energy, although not very healthy.
3. High sugar level to prevent mood swings.
Seriously leh zomg mood swings are scaring myself. Just now I suddenly emo like shit but I dont know the reason. Just feel very down and I went rolling on my bedroom floor.
HAHAHAHA I DONT KNOW BUT ITS EPIC!
I think, now I think, maybe the psychology personality quiz from facebook made me feel that way. The results freaked me out. Idk but to me it's something.
Mysterious... oftentimes, a loner. You know your true friends and only them are allowed to understand the real you.
You hide your emotions... Sometimes pretending to be always happy. Sometimes, not giving even a hint of what you really feel.
You love deeply... you may flirt along and people think you’re a playboy/playgirl but the truth is: your heart belongs to only one.
You have so many ideas in mind... You’re creative and aggressive! If you want something, you’ll do anything to get it!
You’re an ideal boyfriend/girlfriend... You don’t care if your partner doesn’t really love you as long as you love him/her. You give your all...
You’re intimidating! People have an impression that you’re elite—or if not, you simply look sophisticated. You gain praises but not companions.
You’re independent! You’re also risky just like the bajaken who sail in the vast and dangerous ocean to look for treasures!
It's like wtf. It makes sense! If I see anyone can read my mind like this, I'll stay a distance from that person. Wtf this just ruined my day.
PS: Thats a cup full of longans fresh from a can. [pic]
YYY
p is for peishi。
1:21 AM
Saturday, November 7, 2009
Damn this uncle. LOL, as mentioned before in previous posts, I dont wanna repeat again. So gay, clothes tag outside, fail. Credits to Jie.
TGIF AGAIN, [refer to last week friday post for the TGIF pic]
Last day before change team, but I like my Pandan Ecstacy, so hopefully if there's a miracle Alan Leong won't change team I say I won't even try to partial for his lessons.
Wanjun brought PANDAN CAKE LIKE <3<3<3 ZOMG.
And she said Debbie look like one pandan cake because she wore green today. HAHAHAHHA!
And the thing for the week is not pandan cake. But to investigate whether the water from water cooler is clean for drinkage. LOL that time watercooler come out the color blue one LOL.
Well, gonna be mentally prepared for next week's lesson already, confirm me present. Today was interesting, as usual. Apart from the fact that I actually didnt contribute, and I'm gonna get strongly disagrees for peer evaluation.
Liwen zao sia. SURPRISINGLY. Yesterday Tiffany. OMG SURPRISINGLY YOU ALL cabot. I'm so amazed. LOL. Okok.
But even surprising thing is, Liwen's classmate know Carlson, and Ruoyi. So I was like O_O HUH you know Ruoyi ah OMG. Okay.. No further comments about that.
Lunch, then go back. Hmm. Remind me to read resources for next week CRM cause I got feeling Alan Leong wanna tekan me to present the resource review.
Went to Ruoyi class find her after school. OMG LA, ah tiongs invaded. Hopefully you dont get influenced and tell me 局别 or 便秘 HAHAHHAHAHAHAHA nice one la.
局别 = GPA
便秘 = BME << One of the courses.
LOL CAN OMG LOL AH TIONG ACCENT EPIC SIA HAHAHAHAHAHA!!
Okay, later, met Andy, apparently, he's super emo today. Kkyd and cheer up soon, and we go Starbucks do RJ first. Damn the net I say, so many time cannot connect, restart twice, finally can. And wont dc. Ruoyi one keep dc HAHAHA lol funny.
Ruoyi's first Starbucks coffee = Java chip?!!?!
Logged in H outside. LOL. Okay nvm.
Go food court for dinner. Then go watch movie.
The movie was damn heavy. HAHAHA. But I like the starting part, the lead, [forgot the name] was so confident, and he just went into the hall like some celebrity popstar. [wait, he is!] The music that accompanied his pace was super melodramatic also, upbeat, and good.
But soon after the people shared their experiences. Especially Walter. I couldn't help but to get reminded of Junxian kor. It was, so depressing that I couldn't look at the screen, nor I wanted to hear what they were talking about.
It's just, I wanted to leave the cinema hall. LOL.
I don't like the female lead. I couldnt remember anything about her except her driving into a forest like Twilight one [OMG I INFECTED WITH RUOYI'S TWILIGHT VIRUS] and her writing chim words behind paintings of the hotel.
The last part of the movie, where he's forgiven by father in law, I could relate. Having feeling guilty of something, and finally attaining forgiveness. Its like months ago I finally got my acceptance for what I did in primary school.
It's a good feeling.
Still, I admire the lead's courage and facade. It's perfect. Having all that shit on yourself, even sacrificing yourself [he stepped on the damn hot coal for so long just to talk to Walter la] to help other people. Helping others even when you're in agony. I salute his guy luh.
I had no clue what happened in the middle of the movie. Thinking too much. It's nice to have people sit there, beside, for 2 hours while you think your own stuff. Nice. I dont feel wasted. SO HAHHAAHAHA.
After movie, went Civics Mac dabao fries for Zk. Redeemed a free apple pie. Then LUCKY LA OMG LAST TRAIN TO TOA PAYOH MISS THAT TRAIN = GG TAKE CAB.
Heng seriously, heng. Oh well. I'll prolly do somemore thinking before I go sleep.
YYY
p is for peishi。
12:51 AM
Thursday, November 5, 2009
I thought alot these few days.
Actually after watching (500) days of summer, I began thinking. Both sides makes sense. And yes, it certainly is applicable to now, and actually I should walk out of my shadow and accept the fact.
Regarding that, I think I'm going back. To the stupid one, in fact. I just realise that I don't learn from mistakes at all, and the determination that I once possessed actually doesn't exist at all.
I understand, people. I know how it feels to want to talk to someone. LOL BASKET KEN THINK I DON'T KNOW LOL NOOB HAHAHAHA.
Why would I yearn for that special seat? Maybe because it's special? This sounds utterly crappy, but oh well.. Once you're satisfied, your expectation rises. When it doesn't fulfill your requirement, you're disappointed.
Sound like a horrible vicious cycle. I could visualise the monster now. HAHAHAHAHAHA.
Class was total tosh. Still, I realise something. About class. I have unknown stalkers, so not convenient to post here. [yeah you guessed it right.. gossip.]
I saw someone watching Powerpuff Girls in Cassendra's class LOL WTH. So the IN thing now is PPG? So epic, not weird, just, unique in a way.
Sit middle one, then change seat. LOL WTH LA. Tio the fengshui spot. Totally failed, but I didn't partial today like SURPRISINGLY once in a blue moon much?
And dinner with Liwen.
DAMN FUNNY LA WALAO WE GO FOOD COURT EAT DAMN EPIC CONVERSATION EPIC WIN. OMG HAHHAHAHAHAHAHA OKOK END I VERY HIGH WHEN RECALL LIWEN FACE.
My IIP attachment sem2. Good and bad ba. Actually I prefer sem1 but nvm, sem2 also good. Maybe can continue if it's good.
Something wrong with Ruoyi.
She so high la omg, epicness. Wonder what happened. Maybe because tomorrow movie and twilight furni [OMG I NO MONEY HOW BUY] and zhai dinner and TGIF? HAHAHA.
AND THIS ONE DAMN IMPORTANT HELLO ANDY FIFI HUIXIAN YUNHUA CARRIE
RUOYI KAN KAI ALREADY YAY 1 2 3 HUAT AHHHHHHHH !!!!!!!!!
Okay maybe the conversation just now made me think also. Can you people yi ge liang ge san ge si ge dont so busy can omg?!?!
Aiya, if you're happy during that period of time, you're happy with him, jiu okay already. Although he's still a fag, BUT THAT TIME YOU HAPPY, so it's okay.
Sorry ah OMG I think I sound fierce when I'm scolding. Wait, I am. D:
I just recalled what I was thinking when I was on the way back. It actually feel good if you're useful to someone, as in you can help. Even though it takes me so much time and I cant do my own work.
It's nice to have friends. As in real ones like now. I thought I'll be alone forever until year one sem two of poly. HAHAHA walao pathetic past, so loner. HAHAHAHAHAHA WTF?
Okay I end here.
YYY
p is for peishi。
7:07 PM
Wednesday, November 4, 2009
Jie took a pic of the dumb uncle in the morning. LOL he sent to me I laugh. He really wear the clothes inside out. The tag is outside la LOL HE DIDNT REALISE. Epic failure.
Class was like shit with the relief faci.
I forgot her name. P.H. as the initials. She who must not be named. She super.. Nevermind. If its not because of UT I confirm partial her lesson.
Well, went to RHC, see the facilities. Not bad.
Lunch with this sem classmate. O_O
Cause the faci again la. Kaopeh.. 15 min go lunch, then meet RHC, then come back class do ppt. Wtf? Cause she booked RHC that timing.. So that timing must go.. HAHAHA bull. Kanasai I tell you.
Not too bad la. Serena, Shandy, Mizah, Xinyu and Meiyi.
Then I say, it's totally epic. I fail today already la, bet she give D.
ANYWAY THE UT1 HTM ISSUE.
I CAN FINISH LOL WTH. But the answers not really complete. All of us rushing for time, and alot people cannot finish. It's like Republic of Palau doesnt concern me right, what shitty island we have to care?
Basically application for the UT. I shock, no MCQ one.
Then went home. Fb inaccessable, i tried to upload pics but crashed trice everything until i dont want try liao. And I bought melon breads again HAHA YAY.
YYY
p is for peishi。
11:30 PM
